The Waiting is Over

I began my day like most days by following my routine of writing in my gratitude journal, reading a daily devotion from Jesus Calling and then off to tackle the to do list.  I have been putting off transferring my 27,000 photos from my Mac Book to an external hard drive.  The ever present reminder that my memory was maxed lead me to start the transfer today.  As I scrolled through all the photos in just the last 12 months, it hit me like a ton of bricks.  I was waiting.  Waiting to loose weight to include myself in family photos, waiting to post nature photos until I was at the most far off and exotic destination as possible, waiting to share or write blog posts until I improved my grammar or could somehow magically become a writer. Waiting to become all those things that I am not so that I am worthy enough to share my thoughts or a peek into my life I have 27,000 photos that I took because something made me happy, or proud, or recognize a gift.  I am no longer waiting to share, or appreciate or participate.  I am worthy now, in this minute, who I am at this very second.  The waiting is over!